Thursday, February 3, 2011

DAY 2: I really hate myself right now...

Day 2: 500 Cal

  • Breakfast: Nothing
  • Lunch: Nothing
  • Dinner: Nothing
TOTAL INTAKE: 0 calories.

I am so upset with myself last night. A couple hours after I had posted the first day progression, I had decided to drink with my roommates. I don't think a lot of people realize that taking a shot of vodka is 65 calories! 65 CALORIES! I ended up consuming almost 200 calories for my drinking.

It gets worse though... I also ended up eating over 1500 calories worth of food in ONE sitting. I didn't think about it at all. Where was Ana to tell me to stop! Now she is laughing at me and calling me a fatty for all that food I consumed. I kind of want to cry, but I'm holding the tears back.

As punishment, I have decided to not eat anything but liquids. I think just plain water will be enough! This is also a good time for me to stop drinking because of how much calories I rack up when I'm unable to control my eating. Also, I plan on doing some long exercises as well. I'll post again later tonight.

I'm sorry Ana. Please forgive me and help me reach my goal! I don't want to become fat.

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