I am currently visiting my parents and they have a scale in their room. I haven't been on a scale yet since I've started this. I am thinking about whether I should weigh myself now or wait until tomorrow. If I do end up weighing myself today then I will post it tonight with my progress.
Last night was tortuous. My sister and friends went to a restaurant and everything they ordered was so good. I had only a glass of water. I did have 20 calories left over from that day so I only took a little bit of my friend's bacon. I love bacon and I can finally understand what it means to enjoy a meal. It was wonderful.
Along with last night I was talking to one of my online friends from Germany and told him that I was on this diet. It was then that I realized how horrifying it was to even tell anyone I know at all. I wanted to back out from this then and there and told "M" that I was going to eat something! When I got into the kitchen, however, I ended up checking the time. Thank god it was after midnight or else I'd be upset because I ended up eating 6 pieces of the pizza rolls. I ended up just sticking with this diet. 210 calories for those pizza rolls?! Now I only have 190 calories left and my sister plans on going out to eat today (and I can't escape it). Hopefully it will be at a chain restaurant because I can always google search how many calories are in which food. Thank you google!
When I ate those pizza rolls, though, it left an unsettling feeling in my stomach. It was actually kinda painful. I can now understand what it means to eat something and it becomes painful. I also ate them pretty fast so that might have contributed to it.
Thinspiration time! Theme: before/after :)~
Because for some odd reason thinner does taste better!
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